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I don't get how people still hate Severus when Harry was the one who apparently experienced "trauma" from him, and Harry is Severus's #1 biggest defender now.
"Snape bullied kids!"
And Minerva (And other professors) did too but you completely ignore them and focus on your prejudices with Severus. The fact that Severus threatened Neville into poisoning his toad and Minerva literally locked out a child from the Gryffindor common room when apparently there's a mass murderer inside of Hogwarts shows a huge difference. You justify Minerva's actions because you either like her or you don't hate her as much as you do with Severus.
Severus says Hermione is a know-it-all and Minerva degraded (and publicly humiliated) Neville saying that he'll never be able to transfigure a teapot.
Then here we have Hagrid disfiguring a child and insults his appearance because he hates his dad.
And the difference is, Severus would never disfigure a kid.
Madam Pince literally hexed Ginny and Harry's things. Mcgonagall sent four children into the forbidden forest with HAGRID, she knew what she was doing when she sent them with Hagrid. If Neville did that? He would serve detention with her.
She bent the "First Years aren’t allowed their own Broomsticks" for HARRY. That's favouritism and that's all because Slytherin was dominating the House Cup. Would Severus bend the "First Years aren’t allowed their own Broomsticks" for Draco just because he wants a medal sticking in his office? No.
Minerva let Severus bully the Golden Trio (Primarily Harry) through Years 1-6, why did she let that happen? Why didn't she tell her colleague off? Well, that would be hypocritical considering she also does that.
In Year 7, she allows DEs to torture students.
She was mad at Fake Professor Moody because he transfigured a student and not the fact that he was repeatedly banged a students head on the ground.
Minerva is just as bad as Severus, she gave them harsh punishments but you guys look in deep in Harry's biased point of view that you guys think Minerva is just strict and Severus bullied children.
And if Minerva was just "strict" to Harry, imagine what she did with other students? She practically bullied them.
Haha... But no. We should just look at Severus because he's the bad guy and not because the wizarding world's punishments are completely different from real life / muggle views. These type of stuff are normal (and controversial) in the wizarding world. SEVERUS WASN'T THE ONLY PERSON TO DO THIS.
Everyone did this as a professor, it's normal in the wizarding world. This is not to justify Severus's actions, but if you hate Severus and like other professors... Then you're a hypocritical person.
"Severus became a DE!"
He was in Slytherin, he was influenced by the Pure-Blood obsession that people in his house had. He simply became a DE because he was a curious child who wanted to learn about the dark arts.
Did Severus torture or kill people like death eaters like Barty and Bellatrix did? Haha...
To put my last post about this in summary:
Severus was neglected by his parents (And heavily implied that he was also abused), gets bullied by two boys resulting in 4v1 (This was because he wanted to go to Slytherin. He sneered back and James & Sirius wanted to bully Severus because they were two spoilt brats who cannot let "Snivellus" sneer back since they'll never get used to someone sneering at them [Since they always get away with it] They come from two rich pure-blood families, what did you expect?), almost gets killed and Remus nor Sirius gets any consequences about it, his life is worth a detention to Dumbledore. James flexes to Lily that he saved Severus's life (With a modified version of the prank since she'll know about Sirius were primarily involved in a negative way and it's his best friend right?) and Lily, his apparent best friend, BELIEVES HIS BULLY OVER HIM. This is what you call the only positive thing in his life? If this is what you call the only positive thing in his life, then his life is fucked up. Lily holding her smile and blushing while James does horrible things to her best friend, gets surprised and furious when Severus calls her a mudblood, then his private part being showed to the whole school.
I would be heavily embarrassed if I were Severus, no, I would honestly cry and drop out.
Severus got manipulated and heavily influenced by rich, pure-blooded Slytherins because he was given the respect that he never got in his life, he was influenced to have prejudiced thoughts when he never had those thoughts when Lily got her letter, infact, he comforted her. That says A LOT about this. Severus was invited into that DE cult because he wanted more of that respect—more of that power—more of the fame. He just wanted to feel respected. Because that was what he was not given at Hogwarts.
"Snape deserved the bullying, he bullied the Marauders in the train. / Someone had to do it."
Who threw the first direct insult? Sirius. Who threw the first indirect insult? James. What did Severus do? Sneer back. Did he deserve those years of bullying? No.
You literally take references from ATYD and other #severussnapeslander Wolfstar, Jily, Rosekiller, and Jegulus fics from AO3. Don't act like Sirius and James aren't worse.
When did he deserve to almost die? When did he deserve to get bullied every single day? When did he deserve to get sexually harassed?
How would you feel if it was you?
How would you feel if the people who bullied you were painted as heroes?
People who sexually assaulted and almost killed you?
The lack of empathy from Mstans just prove that they are vicious bullies bullying an eleven year old and calling the kid derogatory names doesn't make you less of an evil person as Severus is.
At least have the respect to call him by his last name.
"James and Draco aren't similar! James is better than Draco."
James literally sounds like the worst version of Draco Malfoy.
┌── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──┐
"Imagine being in Hufflepuff, I think I'd leave, wouldn't you?" - Draco Malfoy, Philosopher's Stone.
"Who wants to be in Slytherin? I think I'd leave, wouldn't you?" - James Potter, Deathly Hallows.
- Laughs at a muggle woman getting SA'd in Quidditch world cup, finds it funny, and makes a joke of Hermione getting SA'd. -
“Granger, they’re after Muggles,” said Malfoy. “D’you want to be showing off your knickers in midair? Because if you do, hang around . . . they’re moving this way, and it would give us all a laugh.”
- Sexually assaults Severus and finds it funny, uses it to impress Lily. -
There was another flash of light, and Snape was once again hanging upside-down in the air.
'Who wants to see me take off Snivelly's pants?'
— Both are rich purebloods —
- Draco saves Harry to make sure his family doesn't get in trouble -
"There's something there," he whispered. "it could be the scar, stretched tight.... Draco, come here, look properly! What do you think?"
Harry saw Draco's face up close now, right beside his father's.
"I don't know," he said, and he walked away toward the fireplace where his mother stood watching.
- James saves Severus to make sure his friends doesn't get in trouble -
└── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──┘
We aren't even talking about James and Draco being bullies who have no empathy for their victims, sure, James isn't just one-dimensional and Draco is morally grey, but James was just caring around his friends, other than that? Not so much. He was stuck with his friendgroup being sycophants (Sirius because James loved him as a brother, Remus who didn't want to speak up about the bullying because James and Sirius picked him up even if he was a poor half-blood, and Peter who wants to fit in.) Draco was stuck with Slytherins being sycophants because he was a rich, high status pure-blood with friends he made as slaves.
Both were spoiled, arrogant, attention-hungry, and self-entitled, traits common among children of their background. Draco would bully the kind of people James befriended, while James would bully the kind of people Draco associated with.
"Snivellus—"
If you're fine with calling Severus a derogatory name, you must be fine calling Luna "Loony" as well.
"Severus called Lily a mudblood."
Severus was a mudblood as well, you wouldn't care if people–of–colour use the N-word on others but you care if Severus does?
Severus also said that in the heat of moment, his best friend did literally NOTHING for the minutes of time he was getting assaulted and she was a prefect.
He said that for masculinity.
Lily didn't do anything for the period of while he was getting assaulted, instead, she held her smile.
Severus would've casted an unforgivable to James or Sirius or anyone who would've done that to Lily, but Lily did the opposite.
Instead, she stood there, blushing.
Severus apologized to her numerous of times, probably not even knowing what his best friend did.
Not justifiable, but still a very good argument.
"Lily was a good friend."
You call LILY a good friend? The one who would believe her best friend's bully over her best friend? The one who would laugh and blush while her best friend gets physically assaulted? The one who watched her best friend get assaulted AND she was a prefect.
Lily was NOT a good friend, she was a terrible one. I also will always held on that Lily secretly waited for the Mudblood incident to drop Severus off, you know, since Severus was a weirdo.
“They don’t use Dark Magic, though.” She dropped her voice. “And you’re being really ungrateful. I heard what happened the other night. You went sneaking down that tunnel by the Whomping Willow, and James Potter saved you from whatever’s down there—”
They don't use dark magic? It doesn't stop them from bullying kids. She doesn't even know the whole story and yet, she is judging.
- She lashes out on Severus instead of her sister -
"I don’t want to talk to you-" she said in a constricted voice. "Why not?" "Tuney h-hates me. Because we saw that letter from Dumbledore.”
It's basically Severus's fault because they got the letter and Petunia didn't? She blames Severus for getting the letter and not her sister for her jealousy?
Lily, whose furious expression had twiched for an instant as though she was going to smile said - let him down!
Ah... Yes, let's watch our best friend get assaulted infront of the whole school and let them be. That's a very nice best friend.
Now tell me, where was she a good friend? She was not an angel, she was terrible.
She also blames Severus for having Evan, Mulciber II, Avery, Wilkes, Rodolphus, and possibly having Narcissa, Lucius, Rabastan, and Regulus as well. Did she expect that she would only be Severus's friend considering he's in a house full of pure-bloods? It was an unspoken rule in Slytherin to basically have pure-blood friends. She doesn't get that, she doesn't understand him, because he is evil in her eyes.
She doesn't get the points that Severus makes, because Severus was already bad in her eyes.
He had questionable company, sure, but Severus wanted companions too like she did with other Gryffindors, so why can't he have friends in his house. She's friends with Gryffindors who basically despise him.
So if he was friends with people that would've called her a mudblood and she didn't like it, why is she inlove with a Gryffindor who bullied Severus anytime he got?
Severus called Lily a mudblood because he was being humiliated infront of the whole school, he didn't want her to see him being weak, so he lashed out.
He was a Slytherin, pretty common by now that his banquet of friends used that word pretty often, and there you have it. Severus never meant to hurt Lily, but it did slip out of his tongue.
Not justifying his actions here (Pretty obvious by my wording) but Lily was NOT innocent in terms here.
"Snape was obsessed with Lily."
Ahh... Yes. Severus was the one who forced Lily to go out with him, Severus was the person to bully her best friend, Severus told her to go out with him and he wouldn't bully his best friend anymore.
Sounds familiar, doesn't it? Because it's not him.
Severus grieved Lily the way Sirius grieved James, yet you don't call Sirius obsessed because he loved James as a brother, Severus's love for Lily was never proved to be romantic.
Aha! Now I made you think.
The same patronus means true love—not obsession. He stayed away from her marriage but still loved her from afar, when he realized the information he gave Voldemort could harm Lily, he offered his life to Dumbledore. He even asked Dumbledore to save James for the sake of Lily.
Sirius would've done the same for James.
After Lily's death, he was devastated, he wished he were dead, he became spy for Dumbledore, and all of that.
Severus and Lily were childhood best friends; Lily was Severus's only "true" friend.
His patronus was a doe, pure light magic (Hence most DEs can't perform a patronus). It wouldn't be affected by obsession.
I don't get why some people think Severus was purely obsessed with Lily, because there will always be a special person in someone's heart and Lily just happens to be Severus's special person.
Even Sirius and Remus who were capable of making such lies about Severus in order to hide everything from Harry, didn't say nothing about Severus stalking Lily or tried to persue her.
She dies and he feels suicidal.
Why do people think this is obsession? Severus had no one, the reason why Sirius could hold himself before he died is because he wanted to take care of Harry, to love him like he loved James. Severus couldn't because he's a death eater and he couldn't love himself, how can he love Harry when Harry looks exactly like his bully. And Severus can't take care of Harry legally anyway, Sirius could because he is his godson.
If Severus was obsessed with Lily, then Harry was obsessed with his dead dad : /
JK. Rowling even said that he wasn't obsessed, how are people so pressed about it?
I just don't get it, why would JK. Rowling write Severus's obsession with Lily and offering his whole life just to have s*x with her everyday on a CHILDREN'S BOOK?
Meanwhile James: - Doodled her initials in his OWL paper, publicly humiliated her friend just to make him look bad in front of her, tried to blackmail Lily into dating him, threatened to hex her and had a map that literally tracked down everybody's (including Lily's) movements. -
"Severus made sure Remus was gone from Hogwarts."
Yes after Remus endangered three children, he already got away with it the first time, he shouldn't in another time.
Remus was completely irresponsible and forgot to take Wolfsbane, sure, he was a good DADA professor, but almost killing three children?
I don't think the Grangers nor Weasleys would want to hear about this.
Thank you for reading my paragraphs of how stupid Mstans can be.
Not everything is about defending Severus, but the double standards are crazy...
Yes, Severus told the prophecy, bullied children, etc. But he's a two-dimensional character who saved the Wizarding World, if Severus didn't apologize to Lily, you'd attack him too.
So... Stop using ATYD references and start adding braincells in your head.
Have a great day! 😓
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in honor of my "Mohg dosen't have to be inlove with Miquella" post being agreed with i also want to say that i think both Morgott and Mohg have the child neglect and being hated aspect are also important to their arcs;
Both of them, as you already know get thrown into the sewers, so both of them have a trauma bond since birth. they both learn to survive, and they both learn that both of them are hated for being omens. which is something neither of them can control. they live with the fact that their mother, marika, is also a God. the one God that built the lands between hates them, and their kind.
Morgott from that, learns that marika, the golden order are right, and that hes the issue. he hates himself, he protects the Erdtree until he dies, and kills tarnished, just like how he thinks the greater will would want. marika hates omens, and anyone she deems imperfect is banished or killed. but Morgott still wants to serve her/the golden order and does exactly that, his entire life. the golden order lets him die human, because what he does is human. his self hatred is human.
Morgott's design reflects that too, and i don't just mean that visually. He wears rags, further showing that he may still see himself as a prisoner, and his boss design, his attacks are gold. only golden order loyalists have the transparent yellow attacks.
Mohg, on the other hand, says "fuck the golden order lmao" and then the moment he gets out of the sewers, he creates a whole ass cult, which is also underground, may i mention. its hidden, so no one can disturb him. so no one can kill him, ever again. in the sewers (likely) the formless mother gives him, i assume, blood powers, or at the very least gives much stronger blood powers since blood is broken asf.
He dosen't hate himself like Morgott, but it clearly affects him because it affects his failure. He probably held strict rules in order to mantain the dynasty, hence why there's so many of his dead servant's bodies everywhere.
Mohg give's the Mohgwyn dynasty followers his blood, his power. Would also be a fun headcanon if he somehow got Varre/someone who knows how to sew to make the elegant outfits. Mohg values the past, he even learn latin, however, I imagine why isn't just because he's "ohhh in my days.." but because before marika, there were dragons. Dragons never shunned anybody from what we know. People like the crucible knights were even seen as *holy*.
The way he treats his dynasty with "love & affection" according to Varre makes me think he still has a complex to be loved back like Morgott. I think love is a vague word, and it can cover many things, but Varre says that the two fingers hold "no love for the tarnished" while lord Mohg does. This makes me think that, Mohg holds love for everyone in a way Miquella may have. That he dosen't care who they are as long as they serve him/love him back.
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summer this year felt the longest it's ever been. partition, promises and pensieve. wrap it all up in a withered bouquet. so much room for gloom, happiness seemed to have taken a big break. lessons learnt and mistakes made, distress isn't always accompanied by pain. each day merged into the next and for once, kafka made all the more sense. cancelled plans and forgotten trips. what is life if you don't take risks? stranded hobbies - all in the name of poetic justice. so many efforts not to leave a bitter birthday, funny how memories sneak in the most random of ways. new characters, same story. heavy heart in expectation of a conceived dream. i leave a piece of me in this season. a version i'll never again be.
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The Violet Harmon fans on here are immature. Not saying that in a bad way. Most of the girls in this fandom are 13 - 19 year old girls. When ur immature and you get hate you blow it out of proportion and get others involved for no really good reason.
These girls have the right to be upset about getting hate and negative attention. In fact I am not judging them for that because that’s exactly what I did just a couple days ago.
But the more you blow things out of proportion, the more the community with become known for being toxic and annoying. If someone says something weird or politically incorrect on here instead of making a post or targeting them GO TO DMS. Lots of us have our moments where we say something wrong on the internet. A hate campaign is not needed.
Also these teenage girls are trying to find who they are and what they wanna be. That’s why lots of them consider themselves “taissa lookalikes” or “Violet Harmon irls” if these girls attack you for looking/wanting to be like her, ignore them. They will learn one day that life doesn’t revolve around who looks more like an actress and truely no one cares.
Everyone knows the Violet fans are sometimes very petty, but like I said they don’t know what else to do and I didn’t for a while also. Especially when the hate is so intense. Lots of girls in this community need to learn how to deal with things (same with me I am not perfect.) but in the end talking it out with someone or turning off anons can be a great solution to the problem.
This is kinda a blog going over what @cxndiedvi0lets said and I completely agree with her on how this fandom has gone to shit over the last couple months.
(I am not hating on the whole of the fandom, there’s some good and some bad. I am just talking about what I have seen on here.)
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Some women are just born to be daughters. They repay their mother's sacrifices with their whole lives. They are the compromise, they are the patience and they are the caretakers. They are their mother's mother. They drink poison everyday and become immune to it. They are not allowed to be wives, sisters, friends or even a person. They are a daughter. That is their sole role. They do not dream of a future because they are not allowed to, because their future is caregiving. The therapist for everyone, everyone's mother, nobody's daughter. They are a pretty trophy, praised for their resilience and hard work. But has anyone ever asked them if they had wanted this role? Has anyone ever asked them of their dreams? What they could've been had they not been shackled to their responsibilities? Had they been allowed to live as them and not a mother or a daughter?
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You said that you cared, you said that you would always be with me. But it was all a lie. I never asked you to promise me anything, why did you use me like this?
You promised you would never leave me alone. But you lied. The only truth is that you cared for everyone but me, when I was the one who supported you the most. Why?
Don't you think a girl of 18 is too young to be played with?
I still miss you so fucking much. I cannot....idk, I just miss you everyday, everywhere. Even though you have asked me to forget you I can't. And you are probably having a time of your life, I don't even think you miss me anymore.
Why did you do this to me? Why?
I told you why but it looks like I didn’t say something you wanted to hear. Guess what, I won’t say it either. I know I am no better than the people who did me wrong, as a matter of fact I have become one of them. This may come off as vain but am I to blame when it was you who had been so vulnerable in the first place? You believed in anything and everything I would say which as I said fascinated me, nobody placed so much trust and confidence in me as you did, i felt so valued. You didn’t mock me for being myself. It was all just… too good to be true. And then suddenly one night when I was asleep I was awoken by deep anxious thoughts and voices in my head telling me to end it all and just leave everyone and everything I ever knew and loved behind, so I did what was best for me and probably for you too. See, I know I didn’t do a huge favour on you by telling the truth but atleast I didn’t lead you on, I didn’t keep you on the edge, I didn’t ghost you. I told you as it was and went on about my life, I finished it off with full clarity.
I will be 18 too soon and clearly age has nothing to do with any of this if you’re thinking you can fish out any empathy by intimidating me by showing yourself as someone who’s ‘too-young-and-innocent-to-know-any-better’ then it’s all useless because well then that’s true for me too, do you think I know what’s right and wrong ? Do you think I deserved all that I went through? I was once just the way you are right now, and it has taken me a lot of understanding and heartlessness to become this way. plus I feel the younger you are, the more it is easier to be fooled with big words and promises only for all of it to come crashing down at the stake of your sanity in the end. So i felt this is more of a reason to go on the search for myself, I didn’t want to be taken advantage of just because i wasn’t aware of the world and its ways yet.
I have a really hard time taking care of myself what makes you think I care about anyone else? I used to but I gave it all up long after I met you. You are the closest I have ever come to feeling love and care for, and I mean it with all my living. And ‘having the time of my life’ ? Seriously? Oh Please! If you were to see my state you would be thankful I left you. All I feel is excruciating pain and immense suffering but somehow I try to distract myself by doing a lot of work, manual labour mostly. I have seen the hardships one has to go through in life in order to sustain themselves and all of this has taught me a lesson I can never forget. I have unfortunately even come to the realisation that I cannot give you the life you deserve and that’s what hurts me the most, more than anything ever. Whenever I over exert myself it’s only because of you, it’s the thoughts of your existence that make me immune to any sickness or disease or exhaustion in this world and it takes me an eternity to accept the fact that you’re not mine anymore. I can’t live like this forever and that is just enough reason for me to want to live like this forever. All this pain numbs my brain, I have never felt any better and it’s only for the best…
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I know I'm no good for her.
If she feels like she's drowning I have no intention of saving her, I'd simply become the body of water she's sinking into. I'll become the anchor weighing her down so as long as I can have her. She's no good for me either, but I'm far worse than she could ever be. She sees good in me, she trusts me, and I won't abuse that kindness. But I'm not above encouraging her darkness. I want all of her. The light, the dark, the good and bad.
And if that means we drown together, then I'll learn to love the blue.
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BREAKDOWN TRANSFORMERS PRIME
Rant about Breakdown MY BELOVED
Breakdown didn’t deserve what happened to him. While he appears to just be some guy who likes breaking stuff, HE’S MORE- He’s shown multiple times to care about others, including Vehicons who are mostly forgotten by both Decepticons and Autobots. When Fowler pretends to be a Vehicon reporting in, he adds “I know it’s thankless down there, keep up the good work-” compared to Megatron THROWING A GUY OFF THE SHIP- Not to mention he’s a medical assistant, which proves he is much more than a destroyer. When Breakdown was captured by Mech and escaped with the help of Bulkhead, Starscream then ordered him to DESTROY Bulkhead. Breakdown hesitates, which shows how he CAN change, and go against the orders of the Deceptions. Most of the time after that he’s just trying to do whatever job he’s given. Either Artifact Retrieval or assisting Knockout, he bounces back from being ripped open. When Breakdown FRIGGIN DIES- Knockout was even shown to be sad and grief over him multiple times. Knockout asks to rip Silas apart, and when questioned- He just replies that it’s “What Breakdown would have wanted”- When Starscream and Knockout think they’re going to die, Knockout comments that “You’re no Breakdown, but I’ve always admired your finish” liKE BRO THEY REALLY BURIED THEIR GAY(S) THERE ;-; ANYWAYS- The way Breakdown was specifically killed and then killed again stuck with me. Bro died TWICE- and didn’t even deserve it the first time. To summarize: 1: He tries to kill Arachnid and is in response dismembered and decapitated. If he was a human this would be rated R. THEN HIS BODY IS FOUND BY THE PEOPLE WHO EXPERIMENTED ON HIM AND TOOK HIS EYE. They use his BODY AS A IRON MAN SUIT and PUT THE GUY WHO TORTURED BREAKDOWN IN IT- no this is not the end. 2:His body is resurrected as this zombie-like energon feeder due to Dark Energon. The person who kills him in the end in none other than ARACHNID- SHE KILLS HIM TWICE I-
Yeah so he did nothing to deserve any of that. Not even Megatron got an ending that was gruesome. If Knockout survived and became an Autobot, so could’ve BREAKDOWN- crying sobbing, the end.
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I definitely didn't need another vice
🗒️Kiss thief / LJ Shen
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James Potter was like the beach—something most people love but some don't. The ones who don't like the beach tend to despise it with every bone in their body. And the thing is, when he was younger, James had loved the beach but as he got older he started to become acutely aware of everything negative about it. The gritty sand that got everywhere, the seaweed in the water, the way the salt would stick to you long after you left the beach, the smell of suncream and the peeling of burnt skin, the shrieking children and dogs not on leads. All of it added up, and now he couldn't stand the beach, even the idea of going made him grimace. He wasn't exactly sure when the change had happened but once it did, he was sure he'd never like the beach again.
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*ׅ⏝ֵֵֵׅׅׅׅ۪۪۪۪࣪͠︶ ׂ ִ ܇ 𓋥⃘⵿۪۪۪۪۪۪̫ ⃘︢֟፝𝗜⃘︣֟፝ ⃘⵿۪۪۪۪۪۪𓋥̫ ܆ ִ ׂ ︶ֵֵׅׅׅ۪۪۪۪࣪͠⏝ׅ*
*🧺️ᩧ̶ ׄ* ׅ *𝗰ׄ𖹭ꭑׅ𝗯ᦅ ׄ ❁ ׅ ᦋꪱᩧ᥎𝗲ֺɑωׅᥝ𝘆 ׄ* ׅ *ೇ*
*ׅ ⿸᳟̫፝֩֠ ׄ ꒰* 𝓙𝒆𝒏𝒏𝒊𝒇𝒆𝒓 *꒱ ׄ ᭬🦪ᰳ ᩨ ׅ ✿*
*ׄ ࿚࿙ ִ ׄ ࿚࿙ ✿ ࿚࿙ ׄ ㅤׅ ࿚࿙ ׄׄ*
*〖֟፝ ׄㅤׅ ⋱╭━⃓🄿⃓⵿፝֟͞🅄⃓⵿፝֟͞🅁⃓⵿֟፝͞🄿⃓⵿፝֟͞🄻⃓⵿፝֟͞🄴⃓⃓━╮⋰ ׅㅤׄ ֟፝〗*
ֺ ׅ ݃ ׅ ֺ ݄ ֺ ׅ ݃ ׅ ֺ
*ׅ ׄ ೣ💜ꨩꨪ᪶ ׅ ׄ ೣ🦠ꨩꨪ᪶ ׅ ׄ ೣ⚗️ꨩꨪ᪶ ׄ ׅ*
*ׅ ׄ ೣ🎠ꨪꨩ᪶ ׅ ׄ ೣ🪻ꨩꨪ ׅ ׄ ೣ🔖ꨩꨪ ᪶ ׄ ׅ*
*ׅ ׄ ೣ👚ꨩꨪ᪶ ׅ ׄ ೣ🎩ꨩꨪ᪶ ׅ ׄ ೣ👙ꨪꨩ᪶ ׄ ׅ*
ֺ ׅ ݃ ׅ ֺ ݄ ֺ ׅ ݃ ׅ ֺ
*፝֟⁞⁞᪶፝֟ ᪶ ⏜ ፝֟⁞⁞᪶፝֟ ᪶ ⏜𑄟⏜ ፝֟⁞⁞᪶፝֟ ᪶ ⏜ ፝֟⁞⁞᪶፝֟ ᪶*
⋱⋮⋰ 𝅦 ִ *`𝐉𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐑`* *╭ׅ┈┉┈ׄ╮*
*╰ׅ┈┉┈ׄ╯ ᵍⁱᵛᵉ ᶜʳᵉᵈⁱᵗˢ ʷʰⁱˡᵉ ᵘˢⁱⁿᵍ ׅ ꒱꒱*
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personally, i dont think Mohg is "into" Miquella. hear me out;
in order to become Elden lord or whatever ruler you need a consort. and Mohg's main goal is to, from what i can see, become a lord of blood of sorts. i mean its in his title. Mohg, lord of blood. Us tarnished, the player, in all ending not including age of stars and frenzied flame, we marry marika. (somehow.) so in order for Mohg to become a real lord of blood he would need a consort, and the only ones who can do that need to be a gods of sorts. Which means, Marika or the Empyreans. However,
Marika is held captive by the golden order, crucifed. And, Mohg probably couldn't get that far. So then we have empyreans. He cant have Malenia because she dosen't want to become a god of rod and represses it, and Ranni commit self delete and not many people in the lands between know that she has a doll body. (Rennala dosent.)
Which leaves Miquella, who is trying to become a god. He's trying to bring in a new age, and in order for that he would need to become a god. So he's the best option.
Now, i think alot of people think Mohg is "into" Miquella because of the things he says, and for one, Mohg grew up in the damn sewers. You really think he knows how romance works? Anyway, first of all, he leans his head against Miquella's dead hand in the cutscene, though this dosen't have to romantic/sexual. Then he calls him dearest, which again, dosen't have to be sexual since Malenia and others call him it.
Then you have his dying line which is- "Miquella is mine and mine alone." Which i see more as Mohg seeing Miquella as a possession way; He needs Miquella in order to have a new age, so he dosen't want anyone to stop him, which is the tarnished. Also, elden ring is set in a past fantasy so "mine" doesn't have to romantic either. Then, you have the "bloody bedchambers." Which, i think is more of a metaphor. I mean, look around Mohgwyn dynasty, theres no place Mohg could have a "bloody bedchamber" in. And yes, bedchamber probably isn't the best word they could've used, but elden ring is known to be poorly translated in terms of lore so i digress. (edit: check my reblog, this is metaphor.)
Final point, This is written by GRM, and he wrote up into the shattering. Miyazaki says he would be suprised to see Rykard as a snake, so I don't think GRM ever even wrote this part, and hes the only guy who would write cest. Thank you for coming to my ted talk.
edited 5/31 for the insane typos i made
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what if I started sharing sbg server moments out of the blue
first of these moments, me yapping about RosePunch
bc
yes
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